Hi All
I feel like I have been missing for a while.
That is to say, it has been some time since I updated code and pushed to the VeryVanilla gitlab with merge requests.
I have also noted, even though I will check these forums from time to time, I havent written anything in a while either.
I havent got a lucid take on it all, but felt I should write something, so here I am.
The best word that comes to mind is contradiction.
This is in as much as having a feeling, that is poles apart from itself.
Is there some satisfaction doing things with EQ, MQ2, writing the codes and being involved in the community? Yes.
Then there is a lack of drive, of enthusiasm, of interest to load up EQ. Run with MQ2 and kissassist. Or poke around Next. Or to launch Vis Studio, to just do stuff. It makes no sense. It contradicts.
A term some of you may or may not be familiar with. Think of a car, and its transmission. i feel, like I have a box of neutrals.
I started by saying, i have been missing. Well, i havent gone anywhere.
Still around, lurking, seeing the forums or the discord from time to time.
Perhaps missing is the wrong word.
One thing for sure, I dont understand it.
More than anything right now, I felt drawn that I should write something, to say - "hello", "still here" - and have done that.
Regards and Best Wishes
I feel like I have been missing for a while.
That is to say, it has been some time since I updated code and pushed to the VeryVanilla gitlab with merge requests.
I have also noted, even though I will check these forums from time to time, I havent written anything in a while either.
I havent got a lucid take on it all, but felt I should write something, so here I am.
The best word that comes to mind is contradiction.
This is in as much as having a feeling, that is poles apart from itself.
Is there some satisfaction doing things with EQ, MQ2, writing the codes and being involved in the community? Yes.
Then there is a lack of drive, of enthusiasm, of interest to load up EQ. Run with MQ2 and kissassist. Or poke around Next. Or to launch Vis Studio, to just do stuff. It makes no sense. It contradicts.
A term some of you may or may not be familiar with. Think of a car, and its transmission. i feel, like I have a box of neutrals.
I started by saying, i have been missing. Well, i havent gone anywhere.
Still around, lurking, seeing the forums or the discord from time to time.
Perhaps missing is the wrong word.
One thing for sure, I dont understand it.
More than anything right now, I felt drawn that I should write something, to say - "hello", "still here" - and have done that.
Regards and Best Wishes